I’m always catching up. I must have too much to do, right? Why is it that so many seem to have an equally full life and yet they can handle it all? It finally dawned on me when I just looked at me. I stopped looking at the comparison, instead turning my gaze into my own Universe. I have a different life. I experience things differently. And I’m still healing. As many know the long story of my decades long…
This surprisingly is not about an intimate relationship, rather an relationship between myself and life. There’s been so much that showed up voicing the belief that I should just give up. Yet the real question is, am I holding on? This time I wasn’t. When things get stressful, more often than not it’s us holding on to the illusionary destiny, how we think it should turn out. We want the finale, giving ourselves a high five for surviving the drama…
Over a space of time, I’ve noticed how judgement has been creeping into my inner circle of awareness and all I could wonder is why did I leave the door open to it? Maybe it learned how to walk through walls, regardless it’s sitting in my living room spewing condemnation. So how to be polite during this transient houseguest’s stay? I don’t know. But what I do know, is not to avoid eye contact and be inclusive with your love.…
“I don’t know”, I say these words to myself not in defeat, but in surrender. I like that I don’t know things, even though I have a job that looks otherwise. There’s a space in the unknown, where we can stretch and relax into being. I like it there. I lost something very important to me back in Dec. 16th 2016 while doing a group reading at my local community hall. It snowed that late evening and as we closed…
Most often folks talk about the bond before birth, but I’m here to share with you a deeper truth, one most overlooked thinking it’s just one’s biological clock ticking, yet what do you think makes that tick? You guessed it! Just as much as you’re searching for them, they’re searching for you. Where we get caught up is that we think to birth them, it must be in the physical. I’m also here to tell you, it’s not. It took…
Here’s a glimpse into how to deal with what your psychic, astrologer or your palmist gives you. Do it anyway, but use the shift gear to get it into drive. Don’t match what they say, verbatim. Even when they say you’ll get a green truck and you get a white one, during Mercury in retrograde, and now it doesn’t start. Just tune into what’s being attracted to & for you and trust it. Very long story short, you can NOT…
Which means, that one cannot start the forgiveness journey if you don’t address and validate how you feel. You don’t have to feel angry, but chances are that it’s within you. Not to be reactivated or acted upon but it’s there for you to sit with. Just as you would a child whose been hurt. You’d never say to that child, “suck it up” (unless you are unaware), no, you’d comfort them, listening to how they feel regardless if it’s…
If you look at the word, ‘responsibility’, you can see that when peeled apart it’s the ability to respond. Not react, but respond. There’s a difference. I’m uber responsible. It’s a control thing probably, as I had a head injury at 22 and life dramatically changed, including my fancy footwork of carefreeness. But even then, I was responsible, but not in a nerdy way rather in a ‘get me the hell out of high school’ way. I craved freedom, still…
What a concept, eh? I don’t believe I have the answer, so if you’re looking for answers you can stop reading. I know I’m taking on a loaded topic, one of which no one should or could give an answer to because it’s personal, but I can share the secrets to what works, given I’ve become a researcher in my personal experiences. I call it trauma drama. In a nutshell, happiness is overrated. And choice is underrated. What I’ve learned through…
“You can’t be saved Oblivion is all you crave If there’s some left for you You don’t mind if you do” ~lyrics from Addicted to Love by Robert Palmer. How many times have you searched to FEEL good? Instead of, learning how to get good at feeling? (You can thank Michael Brown of the Presence Process for that wording.) But have you answered the question? Hi, my name is _________, and I’m addicted to love or what I superimpose love…